| Hey guys. I'm just letting you know that I give up on the xanga thing. I never write...so it's kind of pointless. But if ya'll wanna talk to me and find out about my life...you should do it the old fashioned way: ASK!!! (o: I'd be happy to get coffee and chill with you. God bless!!!
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| I haven't written in a while...don't have much to say. Except...
sometimes, pseudo is good. 
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| - This Is My Desire
so...I leave for Guyana on Thursday...
I'm excited.
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| Dang it.
Well...I tried, but with no avail. I have tried to deny it for
years and years, but I cannot hide from the truth: I am indeed a
girl. And not only am I a girl, but I have girl emotions.
Ya know, those emotions that you just can't seem to control or
explain? Yeah, I've got those. One simple disappointment
hurts me deeply. And the fact that I'm hurt (thus exhibiting
feminine tendencies) I then become mad at myself because I allowed
myself to be hurt...thus making me a wonderful person to live
with. (apologies to the roommates)
Wanna know what I learned from today's sermon?
Words suck. (eloquent, aren't I?)
In my history as this
emotional girl I have realized something (guys, pay attention).
Words mean nothing. If you (a guy or a girl) tell a girl how much
you care for her and tell her all of these uplifting things, she will
NOT believe these things if they are not followed up with
actions. And thus, she will try with all of her might to get that
person to make those words seem true. This perhaps could be when
a girl becomes overbearing. She wants to see the words put into
action. And then, the girl becomes deeply hurt when those
uplifting words end up being just that...words. This can happen
in a friendship or a romantic relationship.
Another thing I've noticed: tone hurts me deeply. I'm not
sure why this is. Maybe it's because when growing up my parents
didn't so much use hurtful words when they were upset at me or my
sister, but instead, they used a tone that could break my heart.
I have a handful of friends that have that ability as well. (and
again, because I'm exhibiting sensitive emotions, I get mad at myself
for having those emotions. It's a vicious cycle.) So
everyone, remember. We have learned two things about girls (or at
least about Jill )in today's lesson: 1) words suck.
actions cool. 2) be careful with your tone (which could
directly correlate with actions).
Okay, that's what I've been thinking lately. I hope that it was insightful for some of you.
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